Maiden Voyage

Dear little Jude,
So I have wanted to do this for so long.  I have wanted to see my words on this screen and tell you all the things you do that never want to forget. 
You are sleeping right now and your daddy is at work.  It is just you and me and I want so badly to go into your room and watch your chest rise and fall.  I want to scoop you up and feel your breath against my neck.  I want to feel the weight of you.  But instead I sit here a room away and write you this love letter.  I know you need your precious sleep and I don't want to wake you but little boy I don't want to miss a moment of your sweet day.  
I plan to write you and share all the little things that I don't ever want to lose in the corner of my mind, or where ever it is those sweet little memories go that you simply can't recall.  But mostly.  I want you to know how loved you are.  
Love Momma